First let me state I was molested as a kid by both an aunt and an uncle.
So let’s just say I have a bit of experience being on the receiving end of such matters. I will be honest though… the sex did not fuck me up in the slightest. I mean it, not an emotional scratch to be found really.
You want to know what messed me the fuck up about it all?
My parents would not let me talk about it and, to make me feel even worse, they would not even acknowledge it might have happened till years later. THAT IS WHAT FUCKED ME OVER!
Kids are by and large in my opinion built out of rubber. I was never “at risk” you might say for what took place sexually. It was the whole “cover up” and the “adults” I counted on desperately trying to ignore the shit their own fucked up mess of a family had pulled on their own kids.
THEY MADE ME feel guilty for it ever having happened disturbing their little fantasy about the people they thought they knew.
Listen, the whole violence and rape aspect I think gets played up in the media way too much when it comes to kids in my opinion. It was all a wash as far as I was concerned. It was being made to feel guilty for destroying my parents image of their “wonderful” family… I know I know… blame the parents… but them there are the facts and parents and their reactions are the most important part of a child’s life and those age old hurts over what my parents did to me still remain far longer than anything my aunt or uncle did.
Strangers, no matter how nasty they are, will never be able to fuck up a kid’s life quite like their own parents can and do every day. Responsibility for what happens to a child should always remain firmly on the parent’s shoulders… sorry but that is life SANYO. If you do not want that responsibility because it is too hard or unfair then might I strongly suggest you do not have kids.
So that’s what comes to my mind when I hear stories like this.
You remember I told you about that movie I saw on Netflix Streaming? Chris & Don about the gay couple that started their relationship REALLY YOUNG. The sexual aspects of that film did not ick me out as much (OMG! It sounded like Don’s parents were very much aware their own kids were out in the streets of LA playing teenage male hookers for rich men. Great Parenting!) it was the totally ick deal with Christopher Isherwood needing and seeking a long term “relationship” with a young kid and acting like it was all “so normal”. Pedophile freak from hell!
That was the messed up part and that was what Chris and Don had to go back and renegotiate in their relationship many years later because Don was no longer Chris’ little sex toy puppet.
Young guys looking to older men for sexual encounters is normal. I did it for years and I was damn good at it. Older guys “needing” young kids to control in some type of long term sexual relationship is fucked up.
Anyway, sorry if I blew your mind there. I really need to stop reading the normal headlines and go back to Skyrim.
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